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Monday, March 2nd, 2009
8:52 pm	Sighs softly *just sighs and vents some* I recently made a mistake in one of my relationships with someone. I won't go into all the details, but suffice to say, that person "no longer trusts me", yet she still loves me. I care for her deeply, and love her to death. I've apologized for my way of acting, and know i won't do it again.... but how do i get her trust back? Or is it impossible? I know deep down she cares for me, and loves me, but right now, she won't talk to me much. I've been sending lil notes, and just supporting her in my own way.... I just don't know how to regain what i've lost, and i desire to, as we're so good together. Anyways, i really don't have many friends to talk to/vent to about it, so kind of lost. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 17th, 2008
3:35 pm	Hmmm, turn 41 tomorrow...not quite sure how i feel about that yet. Things have been hectic lately with work, the kids, life in general. We all had a great day on Sunday, all of us going to see my fav band in concert. The kids enjoyed it, though my daughter got a bit tired after a bit...it is a long show. Work has been ok for the most part. It is very slow due to the economy, but things should pick back up soon once we get our newest project out of R&D and into production. Other than that, missing some folks ALOT, but not much i can do other than wait and be patient. Just hope i get a nice ice cream cake tomorrow....chocolate of course ;) TTFN (Comment on this)
Friday, February 15th, 2008
5:48 pm	Well, today was a miserable day if I do say so. From the moment I walked into work, til I left, it was nothing but madness. Glad to be home, even if I do want to scream. Thank goodness it is the weekend. Yesterday though, was a nice day. Got cute and lovely cards from the kids. And overall, it was an awesome day, full of love, and some very nice surprises. Needless to say, I am smiling from ear to ear now. Anyways, that's it for now, dinner to make. TTFN (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 13th, 2008
6:47 pm	*Blows kisses to all her loves* Happy Valentine's Day!! ((ok ok, yes it's a day early, but what the heck)) TTFN (Comment on this)
Monday, February 4th, 2008
7:24 pm	Wow, things have just been crazy lately. Work has gone into overdrive, which is odd seeing as we are slowing down. That, in and of itself, has me quite worried. Having been there only a year, i just hope i don't get laid off. Finally got tickets for another concert i want to see, and this one is just three days before my birthday. So, it'll be a lil birthday gift to myself. I'm quite excited about that. Kids, sadly, are sick...methinks from eating wayyyy too much at the SuperBowl party yesterday. Ah well, they're feeling a bit better now and hopefully it passes soon. That's about it for now, time to finish the laundry. TTFN (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 10th, 2008
5:49 pm	Happy Birthday Mistress!! I love you, and miss you greatly. (Comment on this)
Monday, December 24th, 2007
1:44 pm	Just a quick post to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and safe holiday. I've been asked many times what i'd like for Christmas, and well, it is alot of things. I'd like my missing loves back in my life, yet know that is not going to happen...so i send them all my love, wherever they are. TTFN (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 19th, 2007
7:22 pm	Two more days to vacation, if I survive the rest of the week that is. Today was spent dealing with emergencies from a customer, running about to get what they needed out the door. Thankfully, we all made it happen, so tomorrow should be smoother. Course, it is also the end of the year...and everyone wants everything done NOW. The only bright spot for today, oddly enough, is that it is raining outside. Melting all the thick ice we still have all over. That's about it for now, time to unwind. TTFN (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 13th, 2007
5:21 pm	Two hours to get home today due to snow, and i even left early. Roads were a mess. Very icy and the other drivers weren't much better. I love looking at the snow on the trees, the ground, etc. Yet, driving in it just makes me shudder. Glad to be home and slowly unwinding. Making chicken for dinner and it smells quite yummy at the moment. Glad that the weekend is almost upon us....not so glad that another major storm is planned for Sunday. That's about it for now, be safe all. TTFN (Comment on this)
Friday, December 7th, 2007
6:01 pm	It's snowing...grrr. Took me an hour to get home. Thankfully, noone hit me, seeing as the idiots were riding my bumper. Roads are very, very bad. Highway at a standstill, and my daughter still stuck at school as the buses won't go til the roads get better. Pretty beat myself. Very long and stressful day at work....what i wouldn't give for a massage right now. Making my five pound baked ziti for dinner, and just waiting for the lil one to get home. That's it for now. TTFN (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 4th, 2007
6:59 pm	Is it possible to burn the candle on three ends? Not sure, but certainly feels like i am doing that lately. I am so burnt mentally and physically. Last night, went to watch a dvd, turned on the TV and player....and then....i guess i fell asleep on the couch. Next thing i knew it was 3 a.m. and the dvd player was still on the main menu. Really looking forward to Christmas shutdown at the moment. Anyways, that's it for now. TTFN (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 22nd, 2007
9:28 pm	Happy Thanksgiving to all, especially the ones i miss alot....Mistress, Sev, Sorcha. I still keep wishing the moons align and bring us all back together.  All of my love to you. TTFN (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 18th, 2007
6:38 pm	*sighs* Another quick weekend where not much got done. Feeling ill inside over some things, and also feeling like i don't matter to people; like i am their hidden lil secret. Just got word of another death in the family, so that isn't helping much either. I'm tired and frustrated...time to blow off steam. TTFN (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 15th, 2007
8:21 pm	Yes, it is that busy time of the year. Cold outside and holidays and birthdays coming. My lil girl's bday tomorrow which i am getting ready for. Making homemade pizza for her tomorrow, have the sauce cooking tonight. Work has been....hectic, to say the least. Been so tired every night. Anyways, that's about it for now. TTFN (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
8:11 pm	Brrrr, it's getting colder. They say snow on Friday....yuck. Been so busy at work, and at home. Kids fighting ear infections and some chest gunk too, so it's not been much fun here. Relaxing when i can. Not much else to say. TTFN (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 3rd, 2007
7:37 pm	It's been a long, cold day. The wind been whipping about, prolly the remnants of Noel coming through. Got my tooth fixed Thursday, along with getting belittled by my dentist. Time to get rid of him and find a new one. You don't treat customers the way i was treated. Spent most of today reading, and prolly going to watch a dvd for the night. TTFN (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 31st, 2007
6:56 pm	Only one reason to post today. Happy Halloween Mistress!! I love and miss you. 'nuff said TTFN (Comment on this)
Monday, October 29th, 2007
8:21 pm	My tooth aches. I am hoping i can endure this until Thursday, when my appointment is. Other than that, a busy day at work. The week should go be quickly, or at least i hope. That's it for now...well, except congrats to my Red Sox! TTFN (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 27th, 2007
8:05 pm	This week keeps getting worse. So i have to wait to get my tooth fixed, and just now our dog tried to bite my daughter's face. Thankfully he just grazed her cheek, which left quite a red mark. I'm fit to be tied though and may just get rid of the mutt. Anyways, happy Saturday. TTFN (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 25th, 2007
8:26 pm	*sighs* So they say to floss daily, which i do several times a day. So just now, my floss pulled a filling out of one of my teeth. Grrrrr. About the only good part of this is that it isn't hurting me at the moment. That will give me time to call the dentist and schedule an appointment to get it fixed. This would be a good reflection of how my week has been though. That's about it for now. TTFN (Comment on this)